Reminiscing

Over the weekend, my family had various gatherings to get together and catch up on things. 3 celebrations happened. For some reason, everyone was excited to just hang-out and dine together.

Anyhoo, over dinner, my mom insisted that I prepare my application for the UPLAE or UP Law School Entrance Test whatever. All of the whole family heard it. I politely said that I'd rather defer going to Law School and I'd work abroad first. My mom was disheartened, I know.

I don't want to go to law school right now. I feel so pressured to do well coz my sister is there and she topped the entrance test. What a shame if I fail to get in! Also, I want a breather. I wanna grow up first. I need some time alone to better myself.

I'm working abroad. That's my decision. I don't care where. I don't care if I end up jobless and poor, I just want to live my own life. If I fuck it up, I know my family would still be waiting here. Furthermore, I don't want to keep on remembering college. I'd miss it a lot. I'd miss all the people. And I don't want to feel that "I
'm so near yet so far" so I'd rather be far, literally.

And this is what has been bothering me since Saturday.

On our way home, I started reminiscing all the memories. I'd really miss the Eco majors, especially the Sophomores and the Freshmen who we'll leave behind. They really mean a lot to me. Just like in the movies, I started recalling a moment shared with each of them. From the simplest of jokes to the most complicated problems that we overcame.For some reason, I know that I'd still see my blockmates no matter what so I'm not missing them! haha