Done

Yes, I'm practically done with college. I still have one paper to submit tomorrow but I consider myself done. I had two orals exams yesterday: philo and theo. The theology orals went well. I was really calm and I think I explained my points well enough. I also answered the follow-up question relatively well.

The philosophy orals was bad but I still got a B. I wasn't able to answer the questions of the teaching assistant well. I hate that teaching assistant. My professor gave really easy questions. It alsmost felt like a job interview. however, that teaching assistant gave questions regarding the readings for the semester. FAIL. It's okay. I still got a B. haha

I dunno what to do now. I don't have anything productive to do. Wait for an emo post soon.

LAZY

I'm experiencing a different level of laziness! I don't want to wake up in the morning to go to school. Everything feels so irrelevant. Everything feels not worth going to school to! I hate it. My body feels so heavy. The bed just wants me to stay there. Sleep feels so good.

The worst part is... I haven't been doing anything "tiring" so I have no reason to stay asleep for a long time. I'm just really lazy.

I hate this. I need to spend more time in school to be with people.

Fights

Yes, the past week has been crazy. There was a fight everyday the past week. CRAZY. What is happening? We only have 2 weeks left and we're gonna spend it like this?

Start of the End

The idle mind is the devil's workshop.

I've been worried about since Monday about what to do on Thursday and beyond. I submitted my philo paper on Thursday. After that, i have nothing do. And, since Thursday, I've been sad.

The reality of my impending departure from the Ateneo has hit me. I'm scared. I'm sad. I really don't want to go. I have everything I want now. I have everything I need. I'm contented here. But, I have to leave all of these behind. I have to start from the bottom all over again.

I know the next few weeks are going to be bumpy. I'd probably be sad the next few weeks.

I've been looking back. And I can honestly say that the past 4 years, no matter how emotionally unstable I was, were the best times of my life.

I just hope that the labor force will be kind to me. hah

YES Panel Meeting

It's similar to a thesis defense. You have 10 minutes to present everthing that has happened in AEA the past year. And defend everything that has happened. You have 50 minutes to do so.

I think we did well. The written report wasn't as good as hoped but the panel meeting went well. We were able to defend everything well. Nothing was bad, i think. Way better than I expected because none of us were ready. haha

Good job! I hope AEA gets an A!