I won the elections. I'm the next president of AEA. I'm excited, yes. BUT I am just not as happy as I should be. Everyone was cheering when the voting of the ballots was done. Yipee. But, somehow, it still has yet to sink into me. I dunno why. This is what I wanted. Or is it? I just wanted to be with the people I love in AEA so I decided to run for president. I know it sounds so shallow; contrived even. I was never after the position; I was after the company and the experience.
I should be happy. Next year's gonna be interesting and exciting.
I feel so ungrateful, though, I am. Maybe, I'm just tired.