If the world would just be more honest, it would simpler.
If I were more honest, would I be happier?
I feel so odd today. It's like nothing about me was right. I just feel so odd. I wasn't in the mood to be "happy." Everything was set for disappointment.
I want the world to know how I feel. I want you to know how I feel. But if I did, would it even matter? Would it change anything? Would you reciprocate? I don't think so. Or maybe. I dunno. Are you giving me the green light? Orange? Or red? It changes too much. Or maybe I just over-interpret things.
Why don't you just fucking tell me how you feel? Or would it be too shameful to admit it? No more secret. Just be honest. And that'd mean everything to me.